the people.

things in life that amaze me.

i totally believe that you associate yourself and your surroundings with people just like you.

My choice in life is not surround myself with people with the nature to judge, name call or to question any of the things in my life.

It seems at times people join forces that have a vendetta against me. I have thought this long and hard of things that i have done to people and maybe i deserve the reaction of such people but in reality, i do not. I am not a perfect person by any means and if i decide to not speak to you, it's just that. people take it farther then what is really there. sometimes i do not like what people do, and decide i do not want to associate at the time with that person. not forever, just at that time.

I have never killed anyone, cheated, stole, put down or judged anyone. My decisions are based on what I feel is right at the time. Some people argue, some people yell and scream, and some people are just plain mean. I am silent, I believe before things are broke to just walk away until they can be put back together.

So this makes me a horrible person?

I have lost trust in so many people and trust on things that I did not contribute to. People questioning my business and treating me like i am a liar, stealing from me and just disrespecting me or anyone that is dear to me. Also, I get the all so great name calling. FYI to the people who think I am effected by that, I don't bat a eye to what anything thinks of me.

So am I selfish for wanting to want peace in my life. A piece of mind, a piece of thought and a piece of my sanity.

I can't say that I don't care, because obviously I do. I care that all these people join forces and sit around and bad talk me. So everything I had done that sits on there standards, completely goes un noticed.

fuck you people. you do as I please and I will do the same.


I'm tired of people being in my life that cant just be there.

Anyways,

A good blog will come, I promise. Carry on...

So for 2008 I decided to take on a clutter free approch to life. Make my life more organized to simplify my life. So far I have been doing really good getting things in order. But first and foremost is getting my house done and that consumes most of my time, but it's good. It's my stress reliver as well as a relief.

Here is the living room before....(the ex-wife picked out the color as you can see)

Here it is as of today, just got finished 2 days ago when the new floors were installed. Still need to get window treatments and a area rug but other then that..she is done..




My next projects...


the kitchen




the dining room.





and i have no clue what to do about the floating staircase ( i hate them)



My poor Hampden home. In 2 years I promise she will be a gem. Until then..she will have to be a diamond in the rough.

the beginning....

My first post.

I always tend to start a journal and just decide that i have nothing more to say to the world and then i do it all again.

maybe i will stick to this one.

i will make it a news years resolution.

but i like to take the Peter La Fleur in dodgeball approch to new years resolutions..

" I found that if you have a goal, that you might not reach it. But if you don't have one, then you are never disappointed. And I gotta tell ya... it feels phenomenal. "

stay tuned. i will post often. until then...